[Machine Translation] I want to weigh the mystery of the endless and infinite universe and paint my life as a single polka dot. In the 1950s, he left his birthplace in Nagano Prefecture and went to the United States on his own. Despite the hell of life in New York when he was a nobody, and the mental illness that overcame him, he challenged social preconceptions, and his endless passion for art blossomed. In his own words, he wrote about the trajectory of his soul, the people he loved, and his ever-evolving creativity in this courageous and inspiring book.